Tuesday, April 7, 2009
THE HILLS SEASON PREMIER
Is it wrong to wish my life was like Lauren's on the Hills. Is it wrong to envy her life, even the drama she has. She seems to have enough friends to not end up bored at home very often, she is given the choice to revamp her relationship with her ex best friend, and it never hurts that she gets a huge party thrown for her on a casino boat. Plus it never hurts to be that good looking or to be surrounded by good looking people and have a closet full of nice clothes. Perhaps I would be sick of her life, just as I am a bit sick of mine, if I were her. But since I don't know if that would be the case, I wish I was Lauren on the Hills. Anyways the reason premier rocked and I can't wait for the rest of the season.
I am in need of some excitement in my life, but not bad excitement. I am not sure I can deal with any more depressing things happening. I already feel too depressed. I need something to change, something new to happen, or something to look forward to.
My new goal in life is to be happy come what may because I am completely failing at it. I want to depend on people less and not allow my emotions to be affected by others so much. I am sure it has been my goal before and I am sure I failed at it but it is going to be my goal again and hopefully I will be successful at it this time.